Monday, December 31, 2018

That's Entertainment! and Other Greatest Hits Movies

TCM is showing That's Entertainment and its subsequent successes for New Year's Eve.  The hosts are sitting around the TCM set (a fake home-like atmosphere) with champagne, in suits. As if they are watching along with us. An illusion upon an illusion, and lots of us (okay, me!) just eat it up.

These are like the old fashioned TV clip shows, when the show wanted to show off all the hits of the previous season. These tribute movies were like extended commercials, just like others-especially those commemorating the Beatles and other glories of the 60's.

Somehow, I missed that the glorious stars of yesteryear were walking through decrepit and decayed sets of MGM, right before they were turn down. I understood Sunset Boulevard (1950) instinctively.  I knew there was a sad quality to this time gone by-but yet, it was captured.  Those people LIVED and lasted through time, even though most were probably dead by the time I first saw them.

My favorite movie is/was Perils of Pauline (1947), and not only because it was only one of 3 old movies owned by Channel 44 that they put into rotation on the weekdays when I came home from school. My favorite show was/is the Monkees because there was an amazing amount of references, cast members from other shows and movies and things to learn. History was alive, not just in the narrative, but in these people on screen, captured at their best moments.

I saw these as a kid, before I had access to films on demand, before there was even a TCM channel. And even now, there are clips from movies I'm not sure I've seen.  Maybe that was a wish when I was a kid, to be able to KNOW what all these movies were.  All that singing and dancing, the good and terrible plots, the awkward songs and the glorious ones.

To this day, I'm a huge fan of the Great American Songbook, as well as Broadway. And the seeds were planted back then. I'm amazed there is still so much to learn, and how much it still thrills me.

Wednesday, October 31, 2018

Elyse, Ntozake and Maria

Three Giant Women of theater have passed away in the space of just a few days.

An influential director.

A playwright of African American women and expanded territories, opening her arms to inclusion of multiple communities. (For Black Girls who have Considered Suicide when the Rainbow is Enuf, a Choreopoem)

A playwright of Hispanic women, opening the theater walls to audiences to Fefu and her Friends.  Staging was nontraditional, taking people beyond a stage to different areas -seeing scenes in various order.

The world is better for them all.





Ntozake Shange at the Dodge Poetry Festival, Sunday, October 21, 2018

Sunday, September 30, 2018

Hallway of Fog

Art is where you find it, as long as you keep your eyes open.

Sometimes pictures are enough to convey an open sense of soft wonder:

Tuesday, July 31, 2018

Love Made Visible

Invisible Magic IS Love.

And "Love made visible" is the deeper mission of the Barter Theater.  When farmers couldn't offer money, they could offer things to pay for tickets. And then the actors got fed. 

A way of living as close to the bone as you can, and being happy, truly happy, in a circle of friends who are in the same situation. 

Much like the Fringe Theater, or all theater.

Saturday, June 30, 2018

Mutual Admiration Society

The BEST situations are around Mutual Admiration Societies.

It might not always be equitable, but it is important to come from a place of respect and enjoyment of the other person's talents.  Winning an award, one should always be gracious and effusive in thanks.

Winning and maintaining friendships, it is important to determine comfort levels of communication, how to ensure that you've made a secure bond and how to keep it going.

Thursday, May 31, 2018

Dreaming

Dreaming of Portugal and of doing more art, both the book and painting.

Working hard.

Monday, April 30, 2018

Falling Out and in Love with the Man(uscript)

Falling Out and in Love with the Man(uscript)

Sometimes it's good to be obsessed with your writing.

And then sometimes, it makes you sick with the intensity.

So it's good to be able to take a step back, and get back into your life. AND, you'd be amazed at how much easier it is to edit when you have a little perspective.

And then, when you get back into it, there's a lot of THERE there. Sure, trim away all the fat.  Lots of crap, but now it's easier to let go of it.

And I'm sure it'll be a cycle.  I need to get through this draft.  And then, rinse, repeat.

I'll forget again. But I'll fall in love again.

Saturday, March 31, 2018

Readable Draft

I hope you are as fascinated by the novel writing process as I am.

I'm taking 2 classes (1 on Query Letters to Lit Agents and one on World Building in Fiction). Getting an editor lined up, workshopping one of the chapters.  Very exciting.

My goal this month is a readable draft.  I have the structure, and 250 pages of scenes, notes, and things to write.  I want to send out the first 50 pages to my editor asap.

I've published several short stories and plays, but getting together a giant chunk of something (with a full time job plus travel) is tremendously difficult. But rewarding!

Wednesday, February 28, 2018

NYC Doesn't Care, but it's fine

You can have a life, a DEVOTION around the cult of NYC.  You can be its slave for years, trying to get it to love you back.

But it doesn't give a fuck.

You can starve, can live in a closet, can work 24/7, can work as a barista, can perform on Broadway.  you can make it there one day and feel like you are starting over the very next.

Other cities will welcome you back with open arms.  Embrace you like your Mom.  Alumnae returning to the geographies of their youth.  New York will be like, 'Oh, did you leave the party?"

Every neighborhood, every block is a new beginning.  You start from scratch, you reinvent yourself.  Hopefully smarter this time. 

You can go for years and never run into any of your previous friends, or selves.  And then you can spend 24 hours playing "This is your life", and seeing mirrors everywhere you go.

Wednesday, January 31, 2018

UX and Design Discourse is in a state of disarray

https://www.fastcodesign.com/90155005/design-discourse-is-in-a-state-of-arrested-development

UX doesn't criticize itself.

All the articles are about how-tos, case studies and "aren't we great?" articles.  Very few, in any address the bigger questions, like about Evil UX, and when and where to include friction in interactions (Hawaii warning system anyone?)

We are creating the interactions that create patterns for the future.

We should be aware of what we are doing.  And be critical of ourselves as we try to move forward.